You lost it! This is the end of it. You can never have it back. I am not letting you. It kills me how you come again and ask for it as if nothing ever happened, as if you were never wrong. Oh yes! You ARE never wrong, that's a fact you always tried to convince yourself with. But not all facts are true. This one is not.
You lost it, and it doesn't make me feel any guilt telling you that I'm not forgiving you. Maybe if you had apologized earlier, things would have been different...oh wait no they would not! what you did is unforgivable. Forever!
