Starting my day with the view of the sun rising, while listening to my favorite playlist .. that's heaven on Earth :)

There are two theories to explain that;

ONE: you fall in love with someone, and then you get too close to them. After that, you get to see the faults of that other person, and you fall out of love. (Was that even love to begin with?)

TWO: you fall in love too fast, so obviously it ends too fast too.

It's not about wanting someone to care for you, it's about wanting THAT someone to care for you ..

A few seconds after I took the decision of getting over this whole obsession dilemma I've been living in for the last two months, I get to randomly read this quote "It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting."

Well, this time it was the closest thing to how I dreamed it would be, but still, I don't think it is "the right thing". Maybe I'm asking for too much? Maybe I don't deserve more than that? Maybe it's me not appreciating what I have? Me being ungrateful?

...whatever the answer to that is, my obsession this time doesn't feel right. It's time to put an end for that. I hope it's as easy as I'm making it sound writing those words.

I hope I just don't regret it ..

God has blessed me with you

When you meet someone, and suddenly it doesn't make any sense trying to remember how you've been living all your life without them !

If it was that simple !

You know this feeling you get when you listen to an inspiring song or watch a motivational video? It makes you feel on top of the world, and all your dreams and hopes seem much more simpler than you thought they were (or maybe it's just me). I listen to the song and visualize how I'll make my dream come true, and it makes perfect sense! I'm not exaggerating or anything, but this is really how I feel, and it's a good feeling, a great feeling actually. Then, the song is over, and everything is over with it. Reality is much worse than those few minutes I spent living inside the song. I once heard a quote "The problem with reality is that there's no background music" .. maybe that's true after all! Imagine having music in the background throughout our days, wouldn't that be awesome?! I'd be under the music's spell ALL the time, and maybe then I'd do all the things I want to do, and it would seem as simple as those scenes in a movie with someone doing the impossible just because there was background music. Maybe it's all about background music! maybe that's the secret!

oh ... assuming that I have a dream to start with !

I wish I was invisible

And if I lie down here .. and stay still long enough .. maybe then I'd disappear ..